Ever want something so bad it hurts? Well for me it’s a little bit different, I can have whatever I want but it hurts.

I wonder what it cost god to make this existence, because what it cost me to change it is relentless, restless pain.

But that is the nature of longing, wanting, needing, it hurts.

We are creatures of consumption, wanting what we can’t have we must pay the price.

Not for me though, I can have it all, but love, what does that cost?

How much pain can one endure for love, how much is it worth.