Every time I think of it I can only see you leaving
All angry and guilty
I’d never want you to be guilty but yeah
I always wished you were
It’s hard to know I know
But it’s been harder for me as well
It’ll remain like this forever
I need to go very far
I need to forget you, forget us
I need to forget somebody like you ever existed
I won’t be able to take another breath if I don’t
I’ll live in the shadows
I’ll regret everything I see
I’ll remain sad if that’s what you want
But if you know me, you will let me go
I look at you with anger which I don’t want to
I lie to you which you don’t deserve
The truth is what I’d like to give you
But will you be able to handle the truth
Wish you could ’cause I really want to tell you how I feel
And why I live the way I live
Why I’m leaving and why I won’t come back
I really wish you could